Many of my question have been answered. However, immediately after the prayer, there are still some tension left in my mind. was wondering about what is written on the book: how can I know that God is talking to me, not I am talking to myself.

When I was trying to figure out how will the God help me forget about it. All of a sudden, 4 busus come to the road crossing at once. I found that I ride these lines of bus often when I was in 8th grade, which is the time when I struggled a similar problem. They have triggered my memory of how did I get out of the situation, by continuous learning and making some changes to myself. I was immediately stunned. All my negative feeling vanish into thin air. Yes, I can make it before, I can make it now.

I am a city bus fan, my stories are connected to buses.

Should I say, it's a coincidence, or is the God trying to use things I could understand to teach me.